Days of sunshine

Right now my happiness overflows that I feel like it’s already seeping through my skin like sweat.Β I love this feeling. I love, love, feeling positive emotions. But it’s also scary. Extreme happiness is somewhat unreal to me that when I do feel it, I get anxious in anticipation of the coming of an unpleasant happening. It’s like enjoying a sunny/cloudy day but you know the heavy, dark clouds are just waiting to spread across the sky, then comes the downpour of rain. But right now, I honestly don’t want to think of anything else. I just want to savour this happiness. If it shall rain the next day, let it. ItΒ will pass. The important thing isΒ that prior to the rainy days, I’ve truly enjoyed the sunshine instead of worrying over the coming the rain.Β